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11/20/24 - fun at the record store x33
mood: chillin

i wuz gonna post this last week but honestly after the election fiasco, i had 2 take sum time 2 myself aha. anyway, im not rlly gonna dwell on that 2 much since i already posted abt it (read below) :PP

i spent the day in sf last week, which wuz super fun !! went back 2 amoeba recordz & actually got 2 spend sum more time in there since the last time i went there (which wuz also my 1st time lol) wuz more of a 'spur of the moment' visit lol. man, the place iz HUGE, def a lot bigger than my local record store lol, no shade hush >:00. i got insomniac by green day on cd, they had bullets in their 'rare and collectible' section for guess how much ? $70 !!! no i didn't get it unfortunately lol, but dang, & to think sum of my online friendz have found it at thrift storez for like $5 or less !? def jealous lol.

speaking of green day, did u know the photo on the cover of 'warning' wuz taken in chinatown !? u know i had 2 stop by !! herez a pic !! comparing it 2 the album cover, the spot really hasn't changed that much !! the only differencez r the buisnesses/signage ofc, but nothing else (including that pipe on the wall LOL) ! i'm def gonna revist next time we go 2 sf, mayB ill put a lil sticker of the album on the pole thingy :3 xDDDD a fun little easter egg 4 other green day fanz & a landmark sign 4 pedestrianz hehe x33

11/10/24 - (not so) friendly reminder

if u voted for trump in the 2024 us presidential election, do not return to my website. unfollow, block, i dont care. if you have me added anywhere else; friendproject/spacehey, instagram etc, unadd me there too. my website is NOT maga friendly at all. no racism, no sexism, no misogyny, no homophobia, no transphobia, no Zionism allowed AT ALL.



and another thing since therez a lot of stupid ppl online who think theyre allowed to make up shit about things they clearly know nothing about:

conservatives are not allowed to participate in alternative culture.

GOTH REPUBLICANS DO NOT EXIST.

every alternative subculture derives from punk. punk is rooted in politics, rooted in leftist / extreme leftist views. you CANNOT be conservative and also claim to be alternative. you cannot participate in alternative/counter culture while simultaneously holding the exact kind of political views that said culture was created to literally REBEL against. quit trying to brand yourself as a "goth republican" or whatever. what you really are is a bigot that wears black. fucking poser.

11/3/24 - halloween !!
mood: angsty

happy belated halloween !! xDDDD i had a fun night, i wouldve gone trick or treating but most of my friendz r far away 4 college & i didnt rlly want to go alone so i stayed home & handed out candy (& i get 2 eat the leftoverz so itz all good xDDDD) i convinced my mom 2 put sum decorationz outside since she usually leavez the porch light on despite me telling her how it never attractz any1 (and it doesnt LOL) so we set out a scarecrow we had in the garage & a pumpkin we bought from safeway. i think they worked pretty well, we got 12 kidz !! xDDDD might not seem like a lot but honestly itz been a while since we've had more than maybe 2 trick or treaterz so itz def an improvement lol xDDDD

anyway i dressed up as the kerplunk girl from green day/laurie l., i had a white wig laying around that wuz more of a pixie cut than a bob but it worked fine lol, i also used the skirt from an old costume, white tanktop + white short sleeve button up combo bc i dont have any plain white teez ('hey there delilah' startz playing lol xDDDD) & i just traced the flower onto an index card & taped it. i also used one of my momz old headbandz which i just covered in sum green scrap fabric lol. so yeah, ig i kinda DIYed a large part of it lol xDDDD. no pistol or anything tho which iz fine, it wuz kinda last minute anyway lol. hope u all enjoyed the holiday 2, if u celebrate !! if u wanna share ur experience, feel free 2 email me !! (xxstephsupernaturalxx@hotmail.com)

10/28/24 - MY BDAY !!!! xDDDD
mood: crunk

my bday wuz on the 24th !!!! xDDDD i had a fun day & got sum AWESUMM giftz !!!! xDDDD i ate a lot of pizza & cake xDDDD but yeah, it wuz gr8 !! the fall weatherz finallyy kicked in, cloudy skiez & chilly weather my favee x33 2day i went 2 the library 2 drop off my ballot & totally kicked fAciSt AsS like billie said at the gd concert lol >:33 xDDDD speaking of gd they uploaded all the american idiot music videoz in 4k & theyre SO KEWLL !!!! xDDDD i watched the jesus of suburbia 1 & omg it lookz so incredible i wuz screaming !!!! xDDDD i luv st jimmy >x33 xDDDD

10/10/24 - new friendz !! x33
mood: cheerful

therez this kewl goth guy in my music studiez class ive been wanting 2 talk 2 4 a while but i can get kinda shy around kewl ppl TwT we had a listening quiz in class 2day (the professor playz a bunch of songz we had 2 listen 2 4 homework over the week & then write down the title, artist, instrumentz we hear, stuff like that) and every1 finished early so we had some extra time 2 ourselvez. he wuz sitting at the table in front of me & i asked him if this wuz our 2nd test or our 3rd bc we have 2 write that on our paperz & the prof didnt tell us beforehand, plus i couldnt remember ("on october 3rd he asked me wut day it wuz" type question lol T0T). he said it wuz the 3rd & we just went on from there xDDDD hez rlly nice & im glad i finally had the chance 2 befriend him !! im excited 2 see him in class again loll x3

9/23/24 - fun stuff !!
mood: chilling

I SAW GREEN DAY ON FRIDAYY !!!! xDDDD it wuz my 3rd concert but my 1st time seeing them !! AND IT WUZ SO FUNN OMG !! drove 2 sf which isnt far but there wuz definitely traffic lol, there were 3 openerz (linda lindaz, rancid & smashing pumpkinz) but we missed the first 2 which iz alr lol, wouldve been kewl 2 see them tho. the smashing pumpkinz set wuz super long according 2 setlistfm, we got 2 our seatz in the middle of it. when green day finally came on stage i wuz so hyped !!!! i sang rlly loud & cried a lot lol TwT i gave out braceletz 2 sum ppl & got merch !! (a shirt & buttonz x33) it wuz awesumm.

3 dayz later wuz my first day of college !! my schoolz on a quarter system & i only have 3 classes which iz p kewl !! sociology & intro level statisticz on mondayz & wednesdayz (soc iz on campus & statz iz online, 7 hourz apart from each other lol) & music studiez on tuesdayz & thursdayz on campus. super kewl ! & i dont have any classez on fridayz so i get a 3 day weekend every week !! super kewl loll. just gotta get used 2 finding my classez & navigating around campus ^^

9/2/24 - ITZ FALL !!!! xDDDD
mood: content

yayy itz september !! xDDDD sad girl summer iz done itz time 4 angsty autumn x33 (///_^) xDDDD the welcome day 4 my college iz the same day that green day iz gonna b in sf which i still havent got ticketz 4 xDDDD rn the cheapest onez on stubhub r like $100smthg each but ofc those r all the way in the back TwT a friend of mine might go & were gonna try 2 meet up there loll. rn ill just b listening 2 my american idiot cd on repeat bc itz awesumm x33 ill have dookie on repeat also but i dont have it on cd yet so spotify will have 2 do lolz. i feel like that album haz rlly kewl gloomy weather vibez which iz perfect 4 the season bc it rainz a lot in the fall :00 & now i can finally wear jacketz again bc it wont be super hot all the time !! xDDDD but yeah, hope i meet sum kewl new ppl !! xDDDD

8/19/24 - site stuff !!
mood: chilling

i added sum awesum new stuff 2 my site !! worked on sum new pagez & added the sUpEr KeWl music player above !! xDDDD im thinking abt putting 2gether a little checklist of ideaz on wut 2 add next :00 if ur reading this & have any ideaz, lmk in my guestbook !! x33

7/27/24 - nothing here yet !!